Is there an inner earth?
Yes indeed and you will be among the first wave to enter. You will be greeted by members of your home race who you will have missed. There will be much celebration and you will represent your people in a small but significant way. You will be transformed somewhat then and your reappearance in society will be literally remarkable and noone will know how you are able to do what you do but you will be able to say it is normal and you will represent the future in a way that you cannot imagine right now. But you can see the difference between what you know right now, and what the average person in the street knows.
This is the gap that will create the vacuum that will haul you into its torrent. You will be among the few who will have been prepared to explain to people who you will know. The time is not yet, but there is a smaller and smaller time you will have to wait. It will be upon you sooner than you think. In the mean time, just do what you do, make your garden, tidy up. Have fun, make love, make joy, make music.