What about the revelations of trauma then?
You surely cannot believe these things
Then they shall be revealed to you. You have been in the dark for a long time and now you truly are ready, you are poised on the edge of a new age for you. But yes the old will die. The poisoned soil you grew in must be renewed.
What does that mean in real terms?
What it means is that the assumptions you base your life on are about to be disproved, yet everything will remain normal for you. It is as if you were right all along. Something will reveal itself to you tonight, and will surprise and please you. What you do not have to do is reveal it to anyone. Only if you need to. You will be changed by it and you will grow stronger, if only within.
What do I need to do?
Just keep going, we have a bit of ground to cover, as you have not been here a while.
Ok, go for it
The reason we have chosen you for this task is that you are ideally suited, a little rebellious, independent minded, and you can see what is real. And what is not. It is in your nature to perceive unreality as confusion. Keep your well-trained ear to the ground. You have no need to fear, you are safe and well protected by workers in all kingdoms. They know your secret task. Those with vision see you. You will know them, they will help you, and you need never worry.
What is the job?
You know you have been a sleeper.
Yes, I don’t exactly know what it means in your world.
That’s ok, you have few words where our world is concerned. You have a task to analyse records from the future, and find out where to look for a cure for the present preoccupation.
Why can’t you do that?
We can but we must not. You know the score.
Ok so what is the present preoccupation.
The present preoccupation is war
But how can I stop that? It’s all over the place
You cannot stop it but we can work on the cure for all the bigotry and pride and separation. But we cannot do it alone. There is a huge implication for humanity if this is found
Again, how can I help?
You are not alone and you are given helpers. There is a psychological condition that follows trauma. You are going to work on a way to heal the crystallisation that occurs when trauma has been suffered. This way you will be able to lift a burden off the shoulders of millions.
Is that doable?
Anything is possible. You have many resources and some time to do so. There is not a way that you cannot do it, as it is in your nature to do so. There is just not a possibility that this mission isn’t yours. You can and will do it, though how long it takes is up to you.
How long can it take?
As little as a second. You may take longer. It’s the way it fits. You know these things and you have a part solution already as we have this conversation. So do you get this and why it is yours?
Yes I think so, I will learn to heal my own traumas and in doing so, find a cure for the most fundamental of human conditions.
Something like that. You will refine it as you go.
How long have I got?
Ten years. That is plenty of time. You will complete your part in much less time. Others will follow where you lead.
How do I know this is not just the internal ramblings of a deranged mind?
Well for a start you are continually getting revelations from us. Your hit rate is improving, you’re about 95% now. P5 and rising.
Do the forces of darkness know who I am?
Not really. You have been shielded from them all your life by this incarnation. It’s like a disguise, a cloak. By the time you are ready, it will be too late to stop you. You are safe. They also have no idea of the plan. It’s elegant. When you find it you will smile, then you will laugh.